December 2011
2011 was a fucking great year. Probably one of the best years I have had in awhile, found out who my true friends were. I know people say that all the time but I really did, the person I thought would never hurt me did. Just taught me no matter how close you are to a person there is always the chance of them stabbing you in the back. This year I was lied to, cheated on, and betrayed. BUT all that is irrelevant now, I’ve moved on. I stopped trying to do what I thought I was suppose to be doing drinking partying 24/7. I realized what I wanted and it was just to chill with my best friends and not worry about a damn thing. The people I spent all of middle school with and the beginning of high school with, I barely see or talk anymore. Honestly it doesn’t bother me at all because if we really were meant to be friends forever wouldn’t we still be friends? My ex’s are my past and that’s how I want them to be, all he does is bring me down and I no longer need to talk to him or need to be with him. Crazy how I once thought he was my whole world and for three years I believed that, I’m so through with him. Two people I want and know I’ll be friends with forever is Lilly and Olivia. Never once have they betrayed me and I know that I can always count on them. When I’m not visiting my family I’m always with them because they basically are my family too. Always there for me and I’m always there for them. Goodbye 2011. Hello 2012, everyone will still be the same which is unfortunate for some and for others it’s fine. Hopefully my life continues the same, I know there will be bad moments but I’m just looking forward to the good ones.
